woah just 30 more mins before ma special day ends and here i am havin a candle light supper with ma laptop. want to know what im havin for supper? my birthday cake larh! in the back of my mind im busy reminiscing .i guess its called reflections. to be honest if i had a choice to change how i reacted to every thing this year i definitely wouldn't change a single thing.i guessed thats always what i wanted. to live a life filled with lots of ups and a couple of downs and definitely not a single regret. im a happy person. and i want to thank everyone who made me smile and laugh and cry cause you taught me life and you know who you are.  i realized how blessed i am to have such an awesome family and such fabulous friends.